Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
ICE BALL ICE BALL ONE FOR FIFTY CENTS. -lolls.
that was a good one. whats your name again ? hahaha. went for the environmental champions talk today. spent the whole day there ! ohboy. i was really hoping it wouldnt be some boring talk ! really really was praying. vic and heda ditched us. was only left with andrea and i ! horrible horrible.
met andrea at bedok interchange and cabbed down to the environmental building place. luckily the taxi driver knew the way ! we reached there and were lost. haha. we both didnt know which floor to go to, which workshop we were even attending ! the reception area had two signs pasted up. one was for the motivational and leadership talk. the other was for some skit development and acting skills ! ohmy lah. both like nothing to do with us ! went to both the floors and yeah, we were down for the skit development one. learning how to act ? that's madness ! haha. still, we sat down and just talked until this guy came along and started counting ONE TWO THREE ONE TWO THREE. andrea and i were splitted up. )): i was ONE, she was TWO.
i joined the ONE group ! then they realised that there were too few guys in the ONE group. so i swopped with one guy from the TWO group and i was reunited with andrea ! yayyay for us. haha. the thing is, the TWO group people are all young and really playful and childish and blahblahblah. it was so difficult to actually get down to work and think of the plot please. haha. i know i know, i was suggesting so many different things ! haha. ((: we actually practiced one whole round until i came up with something else. WE CHANGED EVERYTHING. haha. janice, the person incharge, was saying she prefered it ! yay!
we practiced a little and it was still messy at parts but it turned out okay in the end. i think this time it was more disorganised than the last time. this time we came, split up into our groups and spent the whole time practising in our groups and present. after presentation there werent any briefing or anything. we just went home ? haha. it was weird but who cares ! (:
walked to fareast with andrea. was telling her all those stories. haha. so interesting please ! ((: loads of them. went to collect some trial lens for my godmum. took mrt back to bedok. went to buy food and all of them looked so YUMMY. i was really tempted please. hahaha.
ohboy. i dont know what im feeling right now. i feel like slapping myself for feeling this way. i know it's wrong so it's fine. im controlling. im holding them all back. i know i can do it ! jiayou. kambate. it's a doable thing. haha.
yesyes. i find it weird but i just dont wanna say anything. cos for now im fine with it. im okay. it's weird i know. but everything doesnt revolve around me anymore. it's no longer me me me. it's you all you all. haha. so im just a outsider. it's better this way. i find it so much more relaxing. no more that stress. that uncalled for stress.
love you love you may i love you.
let your heart out.